The desire for financial freedom in you is not ungodly. It never was.
Every day you stay in survival mode is a day you are not fully available for your mission.
That's decades of wiring your body absorbed from the church, your family, and every voice that told you that wanting more meant you loved money.
Your nervous system learned that scarcity is safe. That staying small is holy. That abundance is for other people — worldly people. People who don't love God the way you do.
That's not conviction. That's conditioning. And you cannot "affirm" your way out of programming. We need to get into the block on a subconscious level and clear it.